......where to begin?

I have been putting off and putting off blogging because so much stuff has happened that I have no idea how to explain months of my little life.....

You missed my marriage..oops
You missed our 1 month anniversary...oops again
You missed every altercation that egged on the urge to move out....who wants to hear about that anyways (lol)

I have taken tests, applied for a new semester, got Jer into college, attended the first birthday of my besties baby, procrastinated with thank you notes, started drinking water like I should, got a lotts membership, started cooking....can I stop yet?

Well I will cuz I am boring myself trying to fill in the details. And I know this isn't the first time this has happened. (This probably won't be the last time either).

Of course if you are a facebook friend you have seen all of tha things happening in this married womans life. Well kind of, I can be discreet too.

So I will just put you up to speed starting with this week:

Actually today was the start of an epiphany-ROOMATES. Me and Kourt thought of sharing rent so we could move out faster and not be broke at the same time. I have thought of this before but me and Kourt haven't been in the same room with each other in what feels like weeks. We finally had lunch today (birthday lunch actually! Kourt hit tha big 22 :D) and we went and looked at a house together. I really hope this happens and soon!!! The house we looked at wasn't too great but Jer said he would look into some other ones.

My car is broken at tha momento...at least I think it is. Jer was having the radiator flushed and I haven't heard from him all day. Hope its all good. I just needed heat :(

I am officially tired of typing now so I will finish this up tomorrow. Peace and love compadres!

Wedding Things

So its about 3 weeks till the wedding (20 days if u wanna get super specific lol) and I am getting more nervous and even more excited. Idk what to do with myself honestly. Everything is in place to have the wedding. Things are paid for and we have decorations and the bridesmaid dresses :) the flowers, and the officiate, every detail is about complete. I think all that is left is the license. O.O

I am freaking out about that one because it is one step closer to me having my name changed. Karla Ferrero here I come lol. Me and Jer will probably get on that this week. I can't wait!!

One thing I am worrying about is how excited I am being. Usually when I get too excited about something, something never fails to go wrong or fall through. For example, everytime we go and look at a house that we could possibly get it doesnt happen and I am always gushing about how I cant wait to get the house and blah blah blah. Well I am scared something of the same nature will happen if I dont calm down about the wedding. I mean not us cancelling the wedding but the sky is the limit on all of the disastrous stuff that could happen. One of my smaller fears is giving in to the urge to pick my nose during the wedding lol. That would be so gross and I have the worst habit of doing that. The list goes on but I guess all I can do is hope for nothing better than the best.

Today we are headed to get my wedding band :) it has been in forever so we decided its now or never lol. I have had his for months woop woop go me. I am hoping me and him can go to our fave place to eat out when we go today. Hello OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE lol. It is all his fault that I love that place. Yum

October 8 will be here faster than ya kno, so I cant wait to see how it goes :) and I can't wait to see who shows up oooh lol. Chao dawlings!

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Still On That Happy Note

I am too thrilled from this past weekend. It has put me in the best mood. I talked to mama and she told me how much she really liked the shower. I hadn't gotten to talk to her since then.Like I said before it was a blast and having mama there was the icing on the cake. Now to move on to bigger things like the wedding in three weeks and 5 days :)

Nicole got this awesome handmade sign with my soon-to-be last name on it for me and Jer when we get a house. Its extra country but when she showed it to me this morning I was so excited to get it. I absolutely love it and can't wait to use it, along with all of those wonderful kitchen items I got at the shower. Now to just get a freaking house.

Another thing that has me in a good mood is this book:
THE HUNGER GAMES

Nicole suggested it to me forever and a day ago and I have heard about it and a movie coming out about it. I just wasn't interested and Nicole had the books hidden away so I never had them to read in the first place. Well I finally did start the book and believe me it is a good one. Well it's my kind of book anyways. It was so good I got to page 142 on the first go. My eyes were glued to that book. And I am not saying it is the best book in the universe or anything, it is just something very interestingly good to read.

On to other tales, I am actually at school writing this on a computer. That is why it may seem like a longer entry than usual. This is far more easier that using my thumbs. Today is my long day and I am stuck here at Navarro til around 5:30 or sooner if the teacher is feeling generous...probably not though lol. Been here since 8 so far and man is it boring when your up here by yourself.

On a postively awesome note, I finished all of my thank you cards. So everyone I saw on Saturday, check ya mail lol. Sending em out today woo hoo!chao for now fellas, I guess I could study...or something.

Amazing!!

Yesterday was the best day! Why might you ask?! Because it was the day of my bridal shower silly.

Ah September 10th was the day a few of the ladies in my life came to celebrate me getting married. The games were fun and everyone participated which I didn't expect. Yes even mama did the games too, she was actually one of the models for the toilet paper dress game o.O It was fun to see who knew the most about the bride (too bad i cant remember who won that one) and seeing who put their elbows on the tables cuz if you did you would get ur safety pin taken away. Brittany was like a ninja on that game, she caught everybody lol even me!

Not alot of people showed up which was a bummer but we still had fun. My homies Danyale and Shannon came and I have known them practically my whole life. I hardly see them now what with grown up life and busyness goin on. Samantha came and was so quiet but she was glad to have come, I was super glad cuz i hardly see her either. Everyone else was either fam from jers side or mine and the bridal party. Alyssa was even there, she was extra excited to be apart of decorating and she had soooo much to say to me and everyone else lol.

It started at 11 and ended at 2ish which was not expected either. Cuz afterwards me and the ladies had to go to dallas for bridesmaid dresses. Fun times having to be at the bridal place before six. We were in such a hurry but made it there in plenty of time woo hoo. Now we just have kourts dress to get and we will be done with dallas whew.

Everyone was saying how they cant wait til its over so they can have money again lol. I feel broke mahself. But I was like it will be over before yall know it. My shower was over in the blink of an eye to me, one second we are having fun at the shower, the next second its sunday afternoon and I am writing this blog. Time slows for nothing. Not even special occasiobs. Thats some fine print for ya lol.

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On The First Day of College

Yesterday was a loong day. Not alot of people go to the first day of school at navarro because its just a day for the teachers to explain the same syllabus in every class. But I am certainly not using my one skip day we get on the very first day. It would be my luck I get ultra sick or something and I need it.

Anywho I like my teachers so far. Mrs Stottman (my anatomy teacher) is really nice and keeps it interesting in the classroom. This is her first time teaching in texas, she is from Los Angeles ooh. She doesn't sound at all like us Texans, all southern and mess. She is super nice and seems like she will be super helpful when I need help with something. I forgot my art teachers name but she is cool too. Not as cool as mrs Stottman though lol. I have yet to meet my Nutrition teacher. But we will get well aquainted on thurs in his/her three hour class.

What made my day so long, however, was the three hour wait in the bookstore to get my books. I get out of art at 11 and had lab at 2, so I had plans to mess with our invitations so we could finally send them off, and maybe eat too. I did need my books though so I went to the bookstore first and ended up sitting there for my entire break between classes. If it weren't for the friendly peeps around me chit chatting it up I would have left that place after an hour of waiting. By the end my wait I had fifteen minutes to maybe eat and get to my lab class. I was super hungry on the way home when it was all said and done. Sweety mrs stottman let us out 20 minutes early so there was my save of the day.

Can't wait to go back tomorrow, but I won't be going anywhere near the bookstore for a while.

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Everything Is Bigger In Texas

I always think of how I sound, like high and whinny when I'm sad or not understandable when I am excited or tryin to tell something funny. What I notice the most is my horrible accent that I acquired from living in this god forsaken state since birth. I honestly don't like texas because I have been here too long and its always either too hot or too cold and from what I have heard about Michigan and other states, Texas is quite boring. But thats not what I wanted to rant about.

Why and how did Texans gain an accent? I know people sound different from different states but how did ours get so drawly and lazy. I constantly use words like ya'll but I draw the line at howdy and yonder. I refuse to use those worda only because it seems so freaking tacky. I think howdy was supposed to be 'how do you do' before a cowboy remixed that phrase. I can't think of where yonder came from.....

Lucky me some people can't hear my accent. I'm thinking they must be hard of hearing because it's there believe me. One woman asked if I was from an island because how I talked, another thought I was from washington..strange because I have only left this state once to visit good old Florida last summer for a week. No chance of me being from anywhere else.

Idk, I guess I just wanted to complain about being southern with an accent blah blah. The accent I do love and wish I had was the australian brand lol. Omg Ryan Kwanten from true blood has an awesome accent in real life. I could listen to those peeps talk all freaking day. Especially him what with the hotness factor and all.

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My Last Couple Of Days

Long time no see, actually its only been a few days so I wont be too harsh on myself for not being consistant..this time.

Things are beginning to wrap up for the wedding preparations. Tomorrow is the six week mark and invitations are about to go out :)!! How exciting. Now on our list of things to do is getting our marriage license and paying the rest on the cake and judge. Then later we are paying the rest on the hall woo hoo, I heart progress as I feel like I have said before.

Other than wedding things, yesterday I finally got to see Alyssa at school. I visited her for lunch time and me, her and Fran munched on McDonalds for the alotted fifteen minutes the first graders had to eat. All the kids in her class have gotten so much bigger or taller since the last time I saw them in Kindergarten, I was like wow I don't remember being that tall when I was 6. It was fun hanging with my little buddy, watching all the younger, and older, kids run around screaming and laughing and playing while the teachers tried their hardest at gaining order in the lunchroom. Well it wasn't that bad but there was some screaming and even crying. Crazy kids. Even Alyssa could barely sit still while eat and "quietly" talking to everyone around her. I sware every kid in her grade is her friend, my buddy is a bit too popular.

My week hasn't been chaulk full of endeavers yet but when school starts I bet I will have tons to talk about. Actually thats a lie cuz I have been busy with wedding related stuff but I will get into that later. Chao for now peepz!

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Alone At Last

So I started my list of favorites that mentioned yesterday and here is some of it that i figured i wanted to share with who ever reads this silly blog:

1-color
I am in love with purple now. I have kicked the color blue to the curb officially lol.

2-tv show
For some strange reason I heart trash tv so Jersey Shore is right up my alley. Then there is True Blood (helllooo Eric).

3-Skittles
Just to be random, my favorite skittle flavors are Tropical Blend (especially poured in my blue icee) and Crazy Core! Yumm

4-place to eat with tha fiance
Outback Steak House! It is always our first choice when we are in the city somewhere. Taco Bell when we are bein cheap lol.

5-Clothing Brand
Aeropostale(cheap), Roxy(not so cheap), and anything from Rue 21

6-Car
Mazda RX 8 has been my favorite forever.

7-Phone
The IPhone 4 is my fave though I have yet to even touch one. They jus look amazing.

8-Gum
Anything Minty or 5 gum is my weapon of choice

9-Makeup
I absolutely love Laura Mercier tinted moisturizer. You can barely tell when I wear it and it covers mah dark spots extra well. Aand it doesnt make me look greasy in pics bleh. I also love any nude shimmery eyeshadow. Ooh.

10-Energy Drink
Monster(Assault) and Rockstar(Juiced Guava). They are both fruity so yummo lol.

I figure ten is a good stopping point. That is barely half of the list I thought up honestly.

Other than that awesomely amazing list that I jus HAD to share with you, today me and Jer are going to attempt to take pictures. I'm excited except this will be the third attempt so I am crossing my fingers that it will happen.

My thumbs are tired so Imma leave it at that. I blog from my phone if you were wondering lol. The smart phone was an amzing invention. Who ever made the first one needs a pat on the back.

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When Life Gives You Lemons...

I was watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall last night and that saying cracked me up: (when life gives you lemons, just say fuck the lemons and bail!) ha, that stupid chuck guy was serious when he said that lol. That was my favorite movie for forever, now there is no single movie that is my favorite. Too many to choose from honestly.

Thats a fun idea, making a list of all of my favorite things. And not just the basic favorite color or tv show kind of things. Stuff like, favorite toothpaste and movie theater. There are a lot of things that I like. We will see how this goes.

Well while I was laughing hysterically and saying every funny line to that movie last night, my little buddy Alyssa was sleeping down the hall. Hopefully I didnt keep her up or anything because this morning she had to get up for school. Yay first day of school where everyone is fresh dressed like a million bucks and teachers don't know their classes well enough to have favorites. We all know teachers have at least one favorite in the class. I was never one of them believe me lol. Anywho today I am extra excited for my buddy and can't wait to hear how her day went. I told her since there won't be a nap time anymore, she will be tired when she gets home. Of course she doesn't believe me so I was like just watch. It would be funny if she proved me wrong though.

Alyssa actually asked me for advice the other day. She is so grown up for a six year old I sware. In the Walmart parking lot she asked me why people walked away from her when she talked to them sometimes and what should she do about it. I just let her know that some people are rude and some are actually busy doing things that are keeping them from paying attention, so if they won't listen find someone else who will. She was like, I hope that works. I felt extra special that she asked me that in the first place, but it made me think how smart she is and I think its amazing that she knows to ask stuff like this instead of being crazy and wild without a care in the world like other kids.

She is even concerned about not having ENOUGH friends at school lol. I was like how many do you need haha. She can be a silly little person too but I love her to death.

I gotta go to school myself today myself. I'm ready to start already though. I'm jus doing registration stuff this visit. Woo hoo, funtimes. Chao for now peeps!

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Last Days of Break

It was so nice on my two days off. I spent a lot of time with my new car :). Huge hugs and thanks to Jer on my awesome 03 Bonneville. Me and Jer did some stuff out in Waco one day, and hung out with family the next day. I loove having two days off in a row. I always say it's like a mini vacay. But I can forget that next week.

School starts next week and I will always need mondays off now and who knows what other day the boss lady will give me. It sucks but I gotta get this done.

I'm excited about school starting but I am not too thrilled about the work Imma have to do towards it. We went to wal-mart yesterday and with it being tax free weekend peeps were all over the school supplies. I needed a few things mahself and I heart the smell of new school things like paper and binders and pencils Oh My lol. It's funny cuz the smell of glue and Sticky Tac (if u remember that stuff lol) makes me think of kindergarten. Those were the good ol days, especially since we got to take naps haha.

Speaking of Kindergarten, Alyssa has graduated into the first grade and tomorrow is her first day yaay! She is so excited and so am I for her. I got her an angry bird keychain to go on her backpack as a cute going back to school gift. Of course she loved it. She is as addicted to angry birds as I am lol. Too bad I work in the morning because I would love to go with her on her first day. But duty calls bleh!

Well I guess I will catch you on the flip side. Morning shift is the name of the game today. Oh and I saw 30 Minutes or Less and I laughed so hard haha just to randomly throw that in there lol.

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Past Thoughts

So a group of athletic high school girls came into my store today. I was thinking, "awesome a bus"! I could go on and on with all of the reasons why I don't like a massive group of people in here all at once blah blah.

Anywho, seeing those chicks reminded me of when I was in high school where the closest I had gotten to being in athletics was being in P.E. which i hated with a passion. I didn't play a single sport for my school. But there was a good reason for that: I'm not the most coordinated person really. I remember taking tests and somehow my pen/pencil would fall out of my hand numerous times. I practically walked the mile we had to do twice a year in gym, and games like dodgeball weren't my strong suits lol.

So I took art to "express myself". I can't remember who told me that but when they did I was like okaay can I go to class now lol. I do remember band being an option too and I was antsy to play the clarinet in jr high. My dad shut that down quick though for his own reasons that I never understood. I didn't let that go for a while.

Well here I am, future me. Still not athletic and not striving for anything artsy as a career. But I am getting a jump on starting a family (first step being marriage )and getting a degree. We will see how it goes from there. Til then yay me :)

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A Little Time Wit The Sis-In-Law

Had a fun day yesterday with Nicole out in Palestine. Well after work I did. Me training the newbie was switched to me working morning shift alone so I had the afternoon off (my favorite part about working morning shift). So Nicole invited me to hang with her for the rest of the day. Woop woop!

Me and sissy went out to shop for clothes for her, school shoppin I guess you would call it. Rue 21 just wasn't hitting it like it usually does. But she bought a few things and I tried on a maxi dress that made me look like my eggo was preggo.

Afterwards there was the dollar tree where we found awesome centerpiece vases and water beads to go in them. I was amazed how everything was only a dollar in that place ha! We even found some fun prizes for the shower lol but we decided to wait on those since we were low on funds. Aand I have to remember that I have a car to pay for and to put gas in now so yeah lol.

Cici's was our final stop! Of course we had to eat btw, i can barely go 3 hours without putting something in my mouth lol. While we were there a little kid spilled their drink right next to where we were sitting and it went all down my leg and into my shoe! Awesome ending to our afternoon I have to say. The kid was itty bitty so it wasn't a prob. In my mind I was like Nooooooo, now my left sock will feel like i been stompin in puddles or something!! Lol.

Chit chatting it up with Nicole was fun. We were cracking up the whole way back home. Hope we do it again sometime :)

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Excuse Me?

I actually just have a question this early Tuesday morning..is it rude to ask someone if they are gay?

I have never asked anyone that I assumed was homosexual if they were or not until yesterday. You would think it would be obvious by seeing how someone acts or talks or whatever but thats stereotyping right? I mean I have mistaken straight guys for gay before and felt extra dumb for it when I was proven wrong so I figure its safer to assume everyone is straight until they say otherwise lol.

That doesnt really make since but yesterday, my trainee and I were talking about it and I felt so horrible asking if he was gay or not. It doesnt bother me whether he was gay or straight (being homophobic isnt necessary, they are people too) but questioning someones sexuality just seems rude. He is and he told me that it didn't bother him when people asked, lucky me. Would have sucked if he got overly defensive and put me in my place for asking eep!

After that convo last night it made me wonder if anyone else thought it to be rude to assume or ask someone if they are gay? Then I wondered, is it really that big of a deal Karla gah! Lol I think too hard on tha littlest stuff I sware haha.

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Sleepy? Tired? All of the above?

Three in a row, I would say I'm on a roll lol.

Today has been slow, tiring, and exciting all at the same time! I was super awake this morning early, all pumped up to go to school and register for classes which I did. It took FOREVER though. Getting the classes to fit my schedule at work was a challenge but I fixed it up as best as I could.

Afterwards was me coming to work which has been a bore so far. I'm training which involves me jus sitting on my arse watching tha new guy do everything. He has it down, why I'm here is beyond me lol.

One more thing happened tho. I got a car!!!!! Not to get to excited or anything but I am so glad I have a way around without having to worry whether Jer needs the car or has the car or has to b back at a certain time to pick me up. To be honest it's actually for both of us. He totally put down that down payment and he is gonna help me pay for it so it makes since that we share. But he has his mustang and I'm going to school in this one. Oh it's some kind of a 2003 pontiac type car. I only got to see it for like 10 min and it was taken to the house so yeah. Now for the fun stuff (insurance, and technical mess, bleh!)

Chao for now compadres :)

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FWB's say whaaa

I am borderline obssessed with that movie that mimics No Strings Attached lol! I thought it was extra funny when I saw it the other day. And at the same time it was so sentimental. Justin Timberlake isnt the best actor in the world but he is funny tho especially with Mila Kunis ha!

After watching Friends With Benefits I downloaded that song that JT sings in the commercials (and its definitely NOT third eye blind either lmao) You hear it alot in the movie, and now its stuck in my head lol.

Me and Samantha and her friend\relative? went and saw it together randomly. Now me and jer are making plans to see The Change Up and 30 Minutes Or Less soon. They better be good lol.

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psh outta NO WHERE!

So if i have anybody following my blogs, I suck at being consistant don't ya think. Eh, here lately I have been pretty lazy towards texting (ask mah home slices), updating status' via facebook, and socializing period. It's almost like I am slowly disappearing from the social networking world. Don't get me wrong, I love throwing out random bits of my business out there but at present I just don't feeell like it lol.

To catch you up (like always) as of today the wedding is exactly 56 days away!!! Holy crap-ola Imma be Mrs. Ferrero befor I know it!. Thats only seven weeks and some change to get everything together and paid for. Lucky for us we have been putting it in high gear and getting things done like flowers and invitations, even the tuxes and bridesmaid dresses are done. Everyday that passes I get a little more excited and a teensy more nervous. I can't wait honestly!

Other than wedding things, me and Jer have been in search of a place to live. We have looked at a handful of places and nothing yet. And its not that we didnt like them, it was the cost and our credit that always seemed to get in the way. Renting is our only option for now but all we have on our mind at the moment is getting things done for the fast approaching wedding.

Blah blah blah wedding wedding wedding its all I talk about I sware. I can't wait to see how my blogs will sound after it is all said and done.

Peace out. Let's see how long it takes for me to write again lol

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New Music Up

So the past couple of days didn't go totally as planned. For one we did not step a toe near the church and flowers and cake tasting had to be postponed due to schedules and such.

So now I am hoping to at least have my wedding dress in the town of ff by Saturday afternoon. Me and the girlies have a change of plan since Kass' bday is next weekend...not in June like my dumb self wrote in another post. Instead of Dress shopping for the wedding we are just going to the mall to prepare for next weekend. No one has the mula for a bridesmaids dress anywho so we are keeping it cheap and just hanging out really. I'm excited as usual.

I am so used to saying girlies but I have to remember we are ladies now, not high school drama queens or freshman 15's lol. So the Ladies and I are finally doing our thing like we used to. I honestly don't see how we found the time to hang all of the time what with work and all that nonsense. But we did. It's hard now because we are all in different situations like me working in the afternoons all of the time and Kourt visiting her bf all the way in Waco along with working. And we can't forget little Jensen hogging momma Kassie while she does school aaand work lol. Lives change I know but I still like hanging out every once in a while, which are moment will be here in a couple of days.

Just to mention what I had planned on blogging about I am finally in the mood to find more music. Anything from Rap to screamo will do me. Bass seems to be my favorite thing to hear lately. I just got the song Twisted by Lil Jon and Gorilla Zoe and More than Alive by The Ready Set. My fave is this Day to Remember song called All I Want. None of the stuff I get is extra new or anything (Like this super old I Love Rock and Roll by Joan Jett_Love her version btw. The original rox lol) but it's new to me and I am really wanting more more more.

Addicted to listening to music, what can I say??

Well I'ma get back to work. Just had to get ya up to speed lol. Chao for now. :)

Happy Day of Mothers

I know I am a bit late But happy mothers day and to all a good night. I am about to close mah store and thought hmmm...I didn't blog today lol. I'm off tomorrow so we will see how that goes. Hope everyones mother's day was flippin sweet :)

Chao homies

Boom Goes the Dynamite

Hello world..friends..fam? Who is reading this stuff anyways lol?

So my day started at 7:30 this morning officially. I had to be at work 5 hours earlier than usual. I have complained enough about that all day to Jer so I will skip that part and get right to what made my day 'perfect'...and when I say perfect, I mean lousy lol.

I think the fates are trying to tell me something because when I went to find something in the pocket of my purse where all of my take-with-me makeup was, I found the contents of the pocket covered in my liquid makeup: c8 in L'oreal True Match Super-Blendable Makeup! It was so gross and my genius self tried to use soap and water to get it off of my other makeup stuff which actually made the situation worse. I finally just used napkins which worked fairly well. The remains of that makeup is down the drain. I bet it only has a drop left in it. And my poor playboy bunny purse is destined for the washing machine now after this tragic scene. I used soap and water on tha goopy residue left over and now it is sitting on a fan drying. How ghetto ugh lol.

Jer always says I don't need makeup, well this is a horrible way of telling me I don't need it as far as karma goes lol. I'm not as torn up about it as I was an hour ago. I told Kourt I'm so replacing my dirty makeup. I don't like my stuff looking dirty and gross. I might not be as neat as the next person but I don't like dirty. It ain't cute.

Other than that nothing of significance occured today except for knowledge of the warped tour that has the majority of all of my fave bands playing. Chris tells me these things and then him and Jer make plans to go. But I am probably gonna be with the girls that weekend. It is in June and Kass turns the big 21 around that time. It's gravy though. There are other warped tours. You only turn 21 once lol.

Chao for now, I'ma go check on my poor bag :(

Happy Friday Friends

So the weekend is about to start and Karla dearest has to work. But its cool, can't make money sitting at the house right? I have about an hour til I get my fanny to work actually but I figured I would blog really quick. I'm actually doing it from my phone because this ditz left her computer at home. And I do homework on it too so Imma have to skip out today waah.

Yesterday was a well deserved day off. I got to be outside like I always want to be when the weather is nice. I saw momma and madea in the afternoon and they were very happy to see little old me. We always have something to chit chat about when I come over. I stayed for more than 15 minutes like my usual visits lol. Mama was so sure that I would be rushing out the door after I had been there a few minutes lol. I love to see mama smile :)

I was actually home for dinner with mah white family for the first time in forever. It was nice to sit around the table and eat with everybody. I even got to make this yummy dessert that was like a mix of brownies and cookies. Never had it before, but I know I will definitely be having it again sometime.

After all this time with myself and my fam and jer's fam, me and him spent some time together :) We watched Fast and Furious just to prepare us for monday when we see the Fast Five movie. Watching movies is what me and Jer do best together lol. It was nice to hang with my hunny at the end of the day though.

Now we shall see how my mothers day weekend will go lol still gotta get the moms a present lol

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GOOD MORNING FF

Oh wow blogging before the crack of dawn. I must be out of my mind. But I'm not, just doin my gas station duties of opening this morning. About 6 hours after getting off of work last night I am back at it again. Just love those back to backs. I am actually glad I opened thought because I get the rest of the afternoon off afterward which will be nice..minus the fact that I need to wash clothes. The clothes basket me and jer share is piling up and acquiring its own odor, so Its definitely due for a washing lol.

Still in a good mood :). More progress is being made on the wedding scenario! Yesterday Jer finally made a jump on his guest list. So we can finally get a good idea of the number of people to expect, and finally start on addresses. Being the girl that I am, I've had the majority of my names and addresses since like a week after we set the date lol. Look at me go! The next step is looking at the church which is going down on Sunday! Then next week I am hoping to have shoes and cake tasted. I am such a fatty so the tasting is right up my alley.

In the midst of planning I need to get my mama something good for mother's day. She doesn't hear from me much just to be painfully honest. I know that is sad because we live in the same town. There isn't any valid excuse for that one, I just have a bad habit of not calling anybody. I never have, even when I was younger and stayed over at a friends, mama or daddy wouldn't hear from me until I got back home the next day. I remember Daddy always saying "No news is good news" so I guess that is why I hardly called, but this is the present and I am making it a point to call him and her more from this day forward. Whoa that felt official lol. But seriously that is what I am gonna do. Let them know how much I love em and let them know what is going on in their grown daughters life :)

I am trying to blog more than I usually do. There is plenty on this young lady's brain, finding the time to write is mah prob. No promise's but I'm gonna try to blog more (like I say in all of my blogs lol).

Chao for Now :) and a smiley to ya

Times have changed

I was going through my computer for a place to save my homework to so I could submit it and finally be done with the rubbish when I came across old personal blogs from as far back as 2009! Whoa was I a little weirdo lol. So maybe I haven't really changed that much but I wrote about a lot of things and plenty of stuff has happened between then and now. I guess its true when they say that what you go through in life shapes who you are today. I talked about alot of stuff that I have improved on since then and I am super proud of myself :).

Just had to mention that really fast. It was weird looking through that old stuff but anywhoo..

Today has been a wonderful day in the life of this fresh 21 year old. I have just been in a good mood plus there was the Selling Cigarettes To A Minor test from the policia and I passed which brightened my day a little more. I have failed before and 200 is not something I wanna pay ever again.

Now I just have to close my store, go home, get some sleep, and start again tomorrow. I really hope this happy doesn't go anywhere. lol I like it :)

MEN ARE GROSS, PERIOD

Working in my environment puts me in contact with LOTS of different people. That includes nasty old men that like to flirt with you. I honestly want to gag in these situations but I restrain myself every time.

I am mentioning this because yesterday I had a creepster moment. An older man in like his 50's took it way too far...To start off it was a normal day at work though. I had just started my shift when I got the phone call that ruined mah day I sware. It was this guy that had been up to my store before maybe once or twice as someone passing through between dallas and houston. How I know this much is because he emphasized it greatly the times he came by. He would get a barbeque sandwich and sit at the tables at my store and chit chat when I would be at my register. I took it as nothing because plenty of people chit chat like that with me all the time. Well the phone call was out of the blue and unexpected.

He asked about the weather here and if anyone had roof damage to their houses because he happened to be a roof repair person and was looking for work. Of course I didn't know. I never ask anybody anything unless I know em personally so I told him no. He then decided to start a convo about the tornados and I happened to have customers so I was looking for a chance to hang up. That's when he randomly asked if I wanted to go out???!!!!

"NO NO NO, ten times no, what the hell is he thinking?" were my thoughts! I told him no flat out like I tell every man that comes in my store asking that question. I am engaged hellooo. And when I mentioned that bit of information, the guy on the phone's response was "Well you want to have a little fun before you get married?" I have to say that is when it got awkward and I had the urge to just hang up. But as always I didn't. I never hang up on people, this is why I still say bye before I hang up from anybody.

That phone call ended quickly after that though. My coworker was still here and asked what it was all about when I hung up finally. I told him and he mentioned that somebody had been trying to get a hold of me for a while now but I was always off. How freaking creepy is that. This strange man that I don't know the name of, looked up the number to this place just to call me. I told Kourtney that I'm just gonna have to stop being so nice and smiley all the time. I'm not into older men, actually I am not into anybody but jer so the peeps can just back off.

Oh the life of being a girl. Blah!

What is Love, baby don't hurt me..

I actually just had that song in my head so I wrote it as mah title. Lol I haven't been on in so long so I need to give you the low down on everything that has been going on.

So I am back in school. I know that sounds repeated but I had a week vacation just last week and it was heavenly I must say. Not worrying about assignments and tests and grades blah! Anywho I am back to the grind and not to excited about it but it's one step closer to being done.

I am officially 21 as of April 19 :D. I have only had 2 drinks since mah big day and I am not mad about it at all. My first "legal" drink (lol) was a Bikini Martini and it was horrible lol. I got it at the Cheescake Factory on the weekend after mah birthday with mah girlfriends and my soon-to-be sister in law. Love the cheesecake factory by the way. I think it is my new favorite fancy restaurant. Well to me it is fancy. One thing that makes it fancy are those prices lol. Whoa is all I have to say about those. Definitely a place for special occasions ha.

I officially picked out my wedding dress!!!! And in the excitement of actually having pics I will resist the urge to spoil the surprise lol. I have pics up on facebook of ones I tried on. And mind you it took 3 hours to find perfection. The dress I got was picked because the "girlies" said I smiled and glowed way more in that one than I did in any other one I tried on. And I won't lie I did. I love it and it is going to make the big day even more perfect.

All the movies I have seen recently include:
Insidious-AAAAAHHHHHH! thats my comment on that lol
Scream 4- Loved it, wasn't scary but it was good :)
Your Highness-It was ..ok
Source Code-4 out of 5 stars
Hannah-The ending blew
Limitless
Paul

Fun times at the movies in less than 2 months lol.

Chao for now and as usual I will try to get on here more. A lie it seems huh lol

I Wear My Sunglasses At Night

All you hear out of me right now is coughing and blowing of the nose. It's a horrible day in the life of Karla..actually yesterday was worse but I survived thank goodness!

Yesterday was the first time I have ever called in to work without someone switching days with me. If you know me, you know that I have never call in for anything. Well I used to when I worked at McDonalds, but who wouldn't call in if you worked there lol. Anywho, I missed a day at work to be glued to the bed all day suffering the worst stuffy nose and dizzyness I have had in forever. I hardly get sick, so it hit me pretty hard. I feel like I lost a whole day...like April 6th didn't exist or something.

Well I am at work now wishing I was still in the bed. I'm still sick, just not deathly ill like yesterday. My motivation is knowing I need money for my wedding dress in a couple of weeks. Can't get paid if I don't work right??? lol.

On a happier, more surprising note, Jer has gotten me a present! This is huge because he doesn't really get presents for people including the love of his life (me!) Another reason why it's a big deal is because it's from Kay's so it has to be extra special and extra pretty lol. I, of course won't know what it is until my 21st birthday which is 12 days away woo! He is making my anticipation to see it high, because he has taken a pic of it on his phone and has shown everyone and their mother what my surprise is..how nice of him right? O well I am too excited nevertheless.

I gotta go blow mah nose again, I will catch ya on tha flip side!

Thoughts! (this could be scary lol)

This chick has alot on her mind at the moment..like there is definitely a thought overload going on in mah noggin.

It was barely a week ago that a dat was set for what is going to be the most amazing day of my life. It happened so fast too because we agreed on a month with the opinion of the bestie and Bam! The perfect date was set: October 8, 2011

Why is it so perfect? Because Fran's birthday is the day after so it would be like a birthday gift of her son getting married.How sweet! Lol And it is seven months away which gives PLENTY of time to prepare.

My wedding is on my mind pretty much the majority of my days now. I try not to bring it up all the time which is proving to be a challenge. I mean who wants to hear about wedding plans twenty four seven? But there is sooo much to think about:
Dresses

Cake

Decorations

Guest Lists

Invitations

Do I really need to give the whole list? Lol. Me and my maid of honor and mother-in-law to be have been knocking through the list since the day we chose a date! At the moment I have been obsessing over the smallest detail. The song I'm going to have my first dance to. It has to be perfect I sware!

Another thought flying through my brain is baby related stuff like clothes and toys and when they grow in teeth. I know that sounds extra random but it seems like everybody has a baby these days. I do want one, but I'm not saying I want one right now! (I have a wedding to stay skinny for helloo). But all this baby stuff makes me antsy to have one lol. They are too cute and yes I know they are tons of work but it would be well worth it to have a bundle of joy of my own. And I will. Period....after I get married lol.

I really don't know why I am thinking of this but are oreo's really milk's favorite cookie? Lol I was gonna ask that question on facebook and see what kind of response I would get. I saw it on the wrapper of the little oreo's and until today I had no idea that was their slogan. Ha, I really can't think of a better cookie to put in my milk! I heart oreo's, especially split apart so I can get at the icing before dunking it. Been doing that since I was a tod! Cuteness.

Anywho I'm going to try and focus on studying rather than the wedding and see how far that gets me lol. Chao for now homies :)

RUDENESS!

I officially feel like speaking up on what ticks me off when I am on the clock at my not-so-quiet little gas station...

1.people that talk on the phone while they are checking out! NO! Why would you do this. You know you want to know how much I am robbing you for your items sir/maam. Get off tha damn phone so I can tell you. Better yet just give me your attention for 2 secs so we can finish this transaction and get on with our lives!

2. Peeps that ask for cigarettes and then point out where they are..what they look like..STOP! I have worked here for I don't know how long! I think I would have the hang of my own cigarettes by now....I know that is a really small thing to get pissy about but this man was pointing hardcore at the marlboro's he wanted that were behind me and was surprised when I pulled from overhead where the rest of the cancer sticks were. Ha I win!

3. People that complain about the price of something that is different in another city...really!? If its so bad why are you buying it. In fact, if you don't like our price, go to that place you mentioned and buy your stuff there. I can't change the prices..I myself don't like the high prices either but please tell me what complaining about them is going to do.

...look at me rant on and on. Oh there is more lol.

4.The people with wild children that seem to get away with anything by the way they throw my merchandise on the ground and leave it there without a word from the parental. As the saying goes "control your freaking young!"

I think thats all the pointless rambling your going to get out of me. I know it's' been a while since I been on but skool has been steadily kicking my ass so yea...

chao for now ;)

I Think I Can Feel the Sun

Finally, my favorite season is about to be here, after several weeks of anticipation, everyone make way for spring. I dont only like it because my birthday is during this wonderful season but also because after all of the bitter coldness its like a long waited relief. The breeze..the sun on the face..all that jive lol.

I can finally put away the jackets and other things your never sure if u should wear due to this damn unpredictable Texas weather. Its like by the end of winter, mother nature gets confused and doesnt know whether to start warming up or stay cool and by the end of the day it has probably rained at least once. Just an FYI I am so sure this isnt the best the best time to visit dear old texas if you are from out of state. I'm just tryin to help you guys out lol.

Here lately I have been puttin in extra hours at mah gas station and studying to the max aand trying to fit in time wit tha ladies and my hunny. Having a job, school, and a social life is too much work I sware lol. And with all this warm weather I am hoping to soon be able to have my normal 40 hour weeks back so I can bask in warm afternoons with either tha people I love or a book whichever comes first.

Oh look its raining now....
Its times like now that I am glad to be working.

Guess who is about to be 21? hint: its mee :))

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I Am The Terror That Flaps In the Night

IiI have been on a purge from black. Well I have been trying to get away from wearing that color. Its actually quite difficult when your whole wardrobe consists of blacks and grays and any other dark color (eg. navy blue).

My first step was purchasing tshirts in the brightest colors I could tolerate (highlighter pink, bright burnt orange, and blue striped with one hot green stripe). Started out with a bang dont ya think lol. I had some doubt in my choices because they were waay out of my comfort zone. But as soon as I got a day off I test drove the newness.

I guess they didnt kill me because here I sit but it was weird. I like them though. It motivated me to get a pink case for my fone and multicolored bobby pins.

Off to a good start I have to say. Lets jus hope I dont relapse to those dark clothes lol.

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Little House in The Little City

So yesterday was extra nice. Well the morning was. While the fiance slept I took it apon myself to wash clothes and clean the room a bit. The window to the room was open and the sun was shining nicely. Even the birds were chirping to each other. Very Disney Snow White stuff going on.

It was going awesome for me because I am just in love with good weather. Combine that with clean clothes and I think we have found another source of bliss for me.

Now if my day was awesome that morning then it must've been good throughout you would think. Well towards the end of my shift last night I was ripely annoyed with a pinch of achyness in my back. "It's all down hill from here" is the quote I think of when I look back on yesterday at this point.

First the schedule came in...I opened the next day! Hello four hours of sleep. Then my day was a steady hum up until my usual lottery person came in with her mega bossy attitude and excessiveness to lottery scratch offs. I guess I should be used to it by now but she still gets under my skin every once in a while.

My day in a nutshell: Awesome with a few malfunctions.

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On the Outside Looking In

I have been wanting to blog for a while, I just didnt have much to say. Well today is a different story. I am chalk full of things to mention. Lets just hope I dont go into a rambling fit.

I wont lie and say that my life is extra exciting and that there is a new adventure everytime you look around. In fact I could be a poster child of a plain old american what with my minimum wage job and college debt building beyond belief. So it kind of gets on that frayed nerve of mine when people decide to judge me and not know a single thing about me.

That hasn't happened to me in a while (or as far as i know) but it did happen to a homie of mine about her significant other. People talking smack about him got under my skin just as bad as if it were about me. I wont go into too much detail to protect the innocent yada yada lol, but I thought it quite ridiculous for someone to complain about another person without knowing them at all. It had to do with what they knew about their parents I am willing to bet. Well I say thumbs down to that one because that is so unfair to be looked down apon all because of a mistake your parents made centuries ago...

And thats enough of the heavy, i felt a long drawn out speech coming on so I stopped myself.

Now for the fun things that have happened while I was away. I finally got new glasses! Hallelujah is all I have to say. I am no longer rocking the tape and glue look any longer. And its about time. I told Kourt that side of my face hadn't seen light for weeks since I had been covering it up with my hair. Lenscrafters helped me out after long last and that same day I think I even found my wedding dress. Ooooohhh. But we wont go into that today.

I have been downloading apps out the wazzoo. So yet again thank you free android market.

Valentines Day was jus another day but I was still equally happy :). No roses or cards from my my valentine but we did see a movie and hung out together. I love Jer.

School starts up again in another week. I'm kind of excited and kind of not..who wants to study bleh. But I will be believe me.

I think I have covered everything. If not oh well its not like its the end of the world or anything. Lol chao for now.

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Blonde Moments And Other Fiascos

Let me just start by saying females are stupid beyond belief. As hipycritical as this may sound, I despise the gender. Its only wrong for me to say that because I'm a chick myself but I wont brag about being the brightest crayon in a box of 72's.

So you might ask what has brought on so much hatred that I even include myself so as to not be so contradicting? Well first it has to do with the toilet and second it has to do with our lovely flushables, or not so flushable in this case.

Today is a work day. I am actually sitting at work writing this just because it was fresh on the mind. Anywho, on this leisurly work day I got a clogged toilet. In the ladies restroom someone decided to flush something that was oh so obviously not supposed to be flushed. I figured toilet paper, but the scene of the crime proved me hella wrong. I am so sure they put "Do Not Flush in Toilet" on maxi pads boxes for a reason. But there it was, along with a few things I won't bother to mention, in all of its smelly glory on the brink of overflowing right out of the lou. If only I werent the only one here during the day, but I suffered through it, right down to mopping the drenched floor.

Why? Why would she do this? Right now my mood is set to assassination mode for the culprit who created that in there for me to clean. SHE better be glad I don't have her address....and now I sound like a psycho.

Well as a disclaimer I am certainly not a psycho and I dont literally hate women. But that scene definitely set the bitch mode off in me for a minute.

For future references though, please be a lad and throw away the pad.

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Fatal? I Think Not

So the new thing for me is Angry Birds on my Galaxy S phone. I have to say I am super grateful for the free apps in the android market for us poor people. It seems, however, I have downloaded a super popular and even more addicting game.

Is it normal to have the urge to play it ALL the time? My motivation: a competition with my soon to be cousin Chris with getting passed levels. I suck compared to him but its a fun challenge. I could honestly play all day lol. With small breaks of course. Work and a social life cut into my playtime but im not gonna be weird and say that is a bad thing.

All i have to say is thank you android market for my new pass time.

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When Push Comes to Shove

Typically for me i am all smiles and giggles. I laugh at everything except for anything equvilant to a funeral and love love lol. Happy should be my middle name honestly. Today I surprised myself though. When I actually thought I couldnt be any happier after cleaning, listening to music, and just being content wih myself, something like bliss happened.

It might of had something to do with seeing my bestie/maid-of-honor for the first time in what seemed like weeks, or maybe from eating all those chocolate covered strawberries guilt free lol. Either way I told Jer today that i feel extra smiley.

Today has been a good day though. Kourt and I went out to eat pretty much and got caught up in what was going on with each of us. It felt nice to talk to my bestie again. That along with me doing my usual housewife-like duties this morning had me feeling extra good. I indulged in chocolate covered strawberries all morning, and since chocolate is the root of all happiness (especially when its covering a strawberry) it's no wonder i am happy beyond words.

I am glad today was a good one, I am jus hoping things go the same for monday :) Valentines Day! I told you I love love and what perfect timing that the day of love is right around the corner. Now comes the wondering of what the honey will get me... I hope its huge..or silver...or has a caramel center lol. Just sayin

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The Longest Day Of My Life

You know the feeling you get when your like seven and your mom gets you pumped about going somewhere awesome and you get ready early and wait by the door until its time to go. Well i had that feeling yesterday about leaving work.

I anticipated when the clock would finally hit 1:30 signaling my relief to actually relieve me. I was tired from the night before and had a date with the bed as soon I got home. As my luck would have it however, it was like I was seven again and mom cancelled the awesomely amazing trip for a reason I wouldnt quite understand through the anger and tears. My relief calls ten minutes before 2 (yeah she was already late) and tells me exactly what I didnt want to hear.

So from open to close I worked yesterday. I was so angry my head hurt because i was so sure she had made up that story about being sick. But I stayed, calming myself with thoughts of a larger check.

I have to admit it was VERY weird seeing the sunrise and sunset while at work. It was the longest day of my life I sware. It felt like it wouldnt end. People that had seen me that same morning were nicely sympathetic. I wanted to whine to anyone that would listen but restrained myself to the bff's and the fiance.

Just another fun day at the gas station.

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Double Or Nothin'

So the buzz is all about the superbowl. I opened the dallas paper and couldn't turn a page without the slightest mention of the packers or the steelers blah blah. I guess there was plenty to talk about though what with Aguilara's anthem mishap, the half time show, the pricing of seats (they should be ashamed btw), and the infamous commercials...the list kind of goes on after that if you want to nitpick but you get the picture.

I actually watched the game with my fiance and his fam. My motivation was the commercials however. My only intention was to see every 3 million dollar commercial. My fave was the guy pinned in his car by monkeys that couldnt park lol. There were alot of other funny ones too so I was pretty satisfied on that part. I have never in my life sat through a whole football game period until yesterday.

And since I was sitting through a football game I decided to try my luck with a simple bet of five dollars. I had already picked my team: Steelers! But the only reason i picked em is because of Wiz Khalifa. Thank you for that song black and yellow lol. I went into this without knowing a single stat and to be honest i barely understand football anyways except for the term TOUCHDOWN! Lol.

So if you watched the game you know the outcome of my blind betting skills. And if you didnt..I lost. I would say I was sad but it was really mixed emotions because by the fourth quarter I was starting to lose interest and the commercials were still catching my attention from time to time making me laugh. So i wasnt too mad.

It was a fun night though, there was pizza and snacks all around. There was alcohol but of course I touched none of it. I got to bed at a pretty reasonable hour considering that I had to work this morning at 4:30. So the question today is why the hell am i so tired????

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And the Winner Is.....

So I looked it up online (or at least tried to) who invented the lottery so i would know who to slap for making such an addictive game. According to average joe's of Yahoo Ask its been around since the "dawn of man" so no one to slap in this instance. (Dern) But since i work at a gas station i see plenty of people buy buy buy lottery tickets. I sell scratch off's out tha wazzoo and dont get me started on those powerball's and mega millions'. The hype of it all is scary.

I wont lie and say i have never played but its gambling and that chance of losing isnt attractive to me honestly, so its not often that i play. People lose left and right and i dont see how that doesnt motivate em to quite while they are behind. There was a little old lady that played her little heart out and won fifty dollars today. She was so excited but i sware she spent over a hundred to get it...so confused..

Another thing, while i am rambling about the lottery, i had brought up the actual winners with my soon to be mother-in-law when one off the major lottery games was over 300,000 for the jackpot. U should see the stories about jackpot winners, they are either robbed, broke, or dead. So winning the lottery doesnt seem so hot from that point of view. Which poses a simple question: is it better to win the lottery or lose?

I think i will stick to scratching every blue moon and see what happens. As for those poor souls itchin for an extra buck, playing like its going out of style..lets just hope they dont wait until its too late to use that hotline on the back of those tickets.

LET IT SNOW...PLZ

It is super cold at the momento, and while i have this quiet time at work i decided to blog about it.

I mean it is winter so you can expect bitter coldness every once in a while in texas but still. It was just yesterday i was wearing my short sleeve shirt in 70 degree weather, and today it is below 30. Thank you global warming for this weird weather. A chance of it snowing is the only reason I am not overly upset about this ordeal. If it was cold and there wasnt gonna be any snow than there would be an issue. Why have cold if its not gonna produce tha white stuff lol.

Well its not snowing yet but i am anxious to see it haopen. What i am not anxious about is taking out the trash while i am here at work. Any reason to stay inside is good enough for me.

Other than the cold weather i wanted to mention the goings on of last week. I have seen at least 3 movies including the green hornet in the past week and a half. Thanks to tha fiance and and a few other peeps i have seen the green hornet, no strings attached, and the mechanic. The green hornet was alright but the other to rocked my socks. All of em i saw with Jer. I think thats the most we have hung out with each other in a while. Its been nice hanging with my fiance but i miss my besties too.

Kass just started her new job waitressing in a restaurant in town and Kourt has visited her twice. As for me...zip. Not once have i been to this place. How retarted of me to feel so left out but i do and i havent seen em in like a week or so. Its crazyness i sware. But i will see em soon enough. I read someething about patience somewhere....lol

FRANDS and other issues

Why they spell "friends" like that is beyond me lol. Anywho i was taking a stab at my guest list the other day expecting for it to be huge because i know plenty of people (hello! Over 200 friends on facebook). It turns out though (to my huge surprise) that the majority of the list was my family.

This is obviously a rough draft of the list because the 3 friends I picked didnt seem like hardly anything, especially when two are alredy in the wedding. Which brings me to a fact of life: Friends are people you actually interact with. I know for a fact that I wouldnt be able to hold a decent conversation with over half of my facebook friends. There are actually peeps on there that i havent communicated with since i accepted their friend request...Could that be defined as sad?

Note to self: thin friends list on facebook.

The Early Bird in Me Has Died

Why does it have to be so hard to wake up in the morning? Why can't it be instant..when your up, your up, period. Since I have to open my store at 5 in the the bleeping morning sometimes, I have to be up early enough to do my hour long ritual of getting ready. I can't be the only girl that takes that long to get ready either by the way lol. Anyways I remember a time when it was six in the morning and I was straight up for the bus to go to school. No alarm (because I didn't have a cell just yet), no parents shaking me awake. I was just up and ready.

My friends did think I was a bit psycho when we were in high school, and right now I am thinking the same because anytime before ten is insanely out of the question unless absolutely necessary (cough* work *cough)! I am a lazy ass nowadays and I am so sorry to say that the early bird in me has officially passed away. I have to set my alarm ten minutes before I have to actually wake up on my early days just so I can lay with my eyes open. Yes that is the process of me waking up and attempting to get out of bed. It's ridiculous but effective lol.

I just had to write an entry on this because the other day it dawned on me that I am no longer a morning person. The only con to all of this is I am never out of the house early enough to catch breakfast at Mcdonalds. Even on the early days I am at work before they are bleeping open. FML

Is there such thing as wedding fever??

This was something that was to be put off until I finished college but up until recently I have been marinating on the thoughts of my wedding, the dress, the cake, all that bull-shigidy. This is due to my psycho bestie who has officially turned into the wedding planner from hell.

Thats actually overstating it a bit, but she was the motivation to these thoughts of my wedding to be.

It started with her borrowing my computer and looking at engagement rings for herself when she got in the wedding-planner mode for me. Hilarious actually, we ooh'd and aah'd at dresses for about an hour and a half!

So thanks to Kourt, the colors, the flowers, the dress...it's all right here in my head and I am ecstatic to get started. So what does an obsessive chick like me do when she has a thought about something? Go crazy with it of course! I have signed up for at least three marriage websites just so I could get free magazines lol. I've grazed over almost every aspect of a wedding possible. Jeremiah was shocked I was mentioning vows and a wedding song when the official date hasn't even been set yet.

I sound like an on-the-verge bridezilla I swear but I am super excited about it all, if I haven't said that enough. Oh and this only started about three days ago. So far I have made plans to go to a bridal shop on my birthday with the besties and even went as far as making a fake date for the wedding :)

O the story of my life lol. Lets just pray it doesn't crash and burn in my face. When I overdo things it tends to happen, ugh.

The definition of a bad day

How can I explain in full the definition of a bad day? I guess you could say it's a day when everything that can go wrong kinda does. Like for example, the one day you leave the curling iron on when you leave the house for the day, it is sitting next to your beanie which, in turn, could have burned your place of living down to the ground.

That would suck, and that actually happened to me too...minus the house burning down thank Gah!! Well I am bringing up a bad day to explain my bff's bad day. And this was like a week or so ago but from the time she woke up to about the time she got off work almost 10 or so hours later her day went from bad to worse. I remember her mentioning being on the brink of yelling at a customer lol. I could actually imagine kourtney chewing out a customer though. That poor poor soul, wouldn't see what was coming lol.

Well compared to her horrible 24 hours I have had nothing to complain about here recently. A few tiffs with the fiancée and a tooth pulling (will totally mention it in a sec) are the only things that are worth mentioning but thats it. And just to skip ahead....

I had my tooth pulled yes. I remember when I went to the dentist like a month ago to see why one of my molars was giving me such a pain in the mouth. Turns out it was something that required a root canal, so I opted out with a pulling instead. I forbid them to give me a root canal! So a bottle of unfinished meds later, the pain came back even worse than before and the fated day came that I had to get my tooth pulled out.Period. End of sentence. I dreaded it I swear but it had to happen.

To think it actually didn't hurt. I felt a bit pathetic after fifteen minutes of numbing medicine and yanking. Thats all it took. And the shots were nothing to sweat over either. I guess I didn't need anyone to hold my hand after all. lol. Now I have this hole in the back of my mouth that you can barely see when I smile my infamous alligator grin. Lucky me huh.

So now your caught up on the almost two weeks I have been absent from here. Hopefully next time it will be a bit sooner than later when I write again.

New year new me...yea right

I told myself before 2011 got here that I would not make any sort of resolution for myself. No eating healthier, no getting more organized, blah blah. Me and tha bestie discussed this together and came to the conclusion that if you don't expect anything you won't be disappointed. So I did just that...expected nothing. And poof I end up having a renewed gym membership.....

Does this sound hypocritical? I mean I do want to work out but everytime I set a goal for this stuff I quit about knee deep in. For example, I have a planner that I told myself I will finish this time. You can't imagine how many planners I have had in my lifetime that only lasted 2 weeks to a month and then got tossed. So I forced myself to start a new one and I did great for three months...then I started lagging...This lag has been going on up until now and I dread the exercise thing will end up in the same situation.

But so far I am three days in and I actually get up in the mornings to go. I guess it's too early to tell whether I will pass or fail this one.

In the meantime I am ogling the new Cosmo magazine (Hello Mila Kunis). Actually I will get back to you...I've got some reading to do.

Here I am 2011

Congratulations to me, I have succesfully survived 20 years of living. Almost 21 if April would get here. I know there is all this ruckus about the world close to an end what with mass death of a few animals but I am definitely not here to drone about the doom and gloom in the world. We have enough conspirators for that. No, this is 2011 and will become 2012 and so on and so forth blah blah. My opinion has been made.

Now on to the important matters. Me hating technology. For now at least.

Why should I hate something that has advanced human kind into something we could have never dreamed of in the past? Because technology freezes, it glitches, it's a pain in the ass when it goes haywire. Yea I am going there. Just moments earlier I had written a very satisfactory post when the internet decided to stop working. Just glitched up on me not wanting to move at all. You can believe I was, and still am, very pissed about this. Therefore you will not get the chance to read about the recent escapades of me in this fresh new year. Of course I really don't know who reads this but to whomever this may concern I am sorry for the disappointment.

Lesson learned: copy and paste to a word document and SAVE!!!!!